poem yo


I Don’t Feel Any Different

A good New Years toast

celebrates the buried flesh

and bones

of time lost

and time well spent

like a cemetery throws stones

at the late night mournings

we spend

with the ghosts of our dead.

3:27 pm, by brainmouth
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We finally closed on the house it’s taken us six months to purchase. We’re now tearing the shit out of it as the first floor had been converted into a doctor’s office eons ago. My wife is the Al Borland to my Tim Taylor. And it all reminds me of this Poem:

Love Song: I and Thou



Nothing is plumb, level or square:
    the studs are bowed, the joists
are shaky by nature, no piece fits
    any other piece without a gap
or pinch, and bent nails
    dance all over the surfacing
like maggots. By Christ
    I am no carpenter. I built
the roof for myself, the walls
    for myself, the floors
for myself, and got
    hung up in it myself. I
danced with a purple thumb
    at this house-warming, drunk
with my prime whiskey: rage.
    Oh I spat rage’s nails
into the frame-up of my work:
    It held. It settled plumb.
level, solid, square and true
    for that one great moment. Then
it screamed and went on through,
    skewing as wrong the other way.
God damned it. This is hell,
    but I planned it I sawed it
I nailed it and I
    will live in it until it kills me.
I can nail my left palm
  to the left-hand cross-piece but
I can’t do everything myself.
  I need a hand to nail the right,
a help, a love, a you, a wife.







Lunchbox Poems: CARACAS

lunchboxpoems:

I wish slitting the wrist of the clock

would let this moment last forever –

your tongue so deep in my ear

it feels like a paintbrush, coating

the dark, peeling walls inside my head

with a carmine veneer. I was expecting

you to run, when you saw the cartilage

in the closet. I was prepared to chase

after and whisper you have beautiful

footsteps, when the truth is you make

my toes tingle like the capital of Venezuela.

I know loving me isn’t easy – the all-night

helicopter parties, the glow-in-the-dark

haircuts, but when I look at you

it’s like praying with my eyes. I know

it’s stupid to not own a gun yet have

so many triggers, but in some other world

gigantic seashells hold humans

to their ears and listen to the echo

of machines. I apologize for the fossils

growing on the dishes, how the rug is covered

with cocktail umbrellas when you wake up,

but it was raining margaritas, and the stars

came on backwards last night.

JEFFREY MCDANIEL

Goddamn, I love this so much.







The Quiet World by Jeffrey McDaniel

In an effort to get people to look
into each other’s eyes more,
and also to appease the mutes,
the government has decided
to allot each person exactly one hundred
and sixty-seven words, per day.

When the phone rings, I put it to my ear
without saying hello. In the restaurant
I point at chicken noodle soup.
I am adjusting well to the new way.

Late at night, I call my long distance lover,
proudly say I only used fifty-nine today.
I saved the rest for you.

When she doesn’t respond,
I know she’s used up all her words,
so I slowly whisper I love you
thirty-two and a third times.
After that, we just sit on the line
and listen to each other breathe.







intweetion: "Love After Love" by Derek Walcott

intweetion:

The time will come when, with elation 
you will greet yourself arriving 
at your own door, in your own mirror 
and each will smile at the other’s welcome, 

and say, sit here. Eat. 
You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart 
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you 

all your life, whom you ignored 
for another, who knows you by heart. 
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf, 

the photographs, the desperate notes, 
peel your own image from the mirror. 
Sit. Feast on your life.








Cali Swag District - Back It Up And Dump It

Learn these words and hold them dear. I have.

I no longer need the words, “I love you.” Truth.







Two New Poems

chriscantwell:

ecantwell:

Splash of Red just published two new poems of mine - go check them out, if you’re into that kind of thing. 

NEW POEMZ

Fucking Beautiful: 

Learning Curve   

The Atlantic Ocean had been burning

for four days    We were told to stay inside

but we’d forgotten which houses

belonged to us    Now we lie on the beach  

watching the local theater company’s

production of A Midsummer Night’s Dream    

In the audience one lumbering

ash man walks up to an ash  

woman and leans over    He looks

surprised at all the ash    Like a man who

hits a deer with his car and stops

to see his full name written on its back  

in Sharpie    On the makeshift stage

Helena speaks of cherries    We try to know

what cherries taste like    Your gas mask

on top of my opera gloves    The whole  

wide world doused in ethanol and lit

up    We’d peel our skins off

for each other    for one glorious incandescent

cruise    one saltwater bed of again   again    

Out of the corner of the sky

something is writing words    They

look like they are in our language

But we both fail to read them    Maybe this  

is starting over  







Survivor’s Glee I strapped on an oxygen tank and dove
into the past, paddling back through the years, emerging from a manhole on memory lane.
The boondocks were doing just fine without me. The car dealerships. The trash heaps. The stream
of consciousness where I learned how to skinny-dip had slowed down to a trickle of amnesia.
All the houses had been gutted, except mine, where my family was still eating dinner. My parents
welcomed me with opened elbows. My brother looked up to me like a cave drawing on the ceiling.
The night hobbled by, rattling its beggar’s cup. A pipe burst behind my eyes, which brought out
the plumber in everyone. At a loss for words, I placed a seashell on my tongue, and my relatives
wore bathing suits when they spoke to me.

Survivor’s Glee

I strapped on an oxygen tank and dove

into the past, paddling back through the years,

emerging from a manhole on memory lane.

The boondocks were doing just fine without me.

The car dealerships. The trash heaps. The stream

of consciousness where I learned how to skinny-dip

had slowed down to a trickle of amnesia.

All the houses had been gutted, except mine,

where my family was still eating dinner. My parents

welcomed me with opened elbows. My brother

looked up to me like a cave drawing on the ceiling.

The night hobbled by, rattling its beggar’s cup.

A pipe burst behind my eyes, which brought out

the plumber in everyone. At a loss for words,

I placed a seashell on my tongue, and my relatives

wore bathing suits when they spoke to me.







reptile smile˝: I WANT TO LOVE BUT PLEASE LET ME KNOWHOW IS THAT I CAN YOU CAN EVEN...

reptilesmile:

I WANT TO LOVE BUT PLEASE LET ME KNOW
HOW IS THAT I CAN YOU CAN EVEN EXIST NOW
I JUST FELT THE ALCOHOL IN MY FEET
MY HEART HAS A LOT INSIDE IT I THINK, EVEN STILL

IF EVERYONE IS OK THEN WHY I AM I NOT
IT’S OK TO CRY A LITTLE, I THINK, JUST CRY
I THINK I WANT TO EAT YOUR SMILE TONIGHT
I THINK THERE’S SOMETHING IN IT TO KEEP ME ALIVE

I’M LOOKING AT THIS SLEEPING CAT RIGHT NOW
AND HE JUST SHIFTED A LITTLE AND IT WAS NICE
AND THE OCEAN’S FLOOR IS SO FAR AWAY

SINKING TOGETHER WOULD BE A COMMITMENT
AND RISING TOGETHER AN EVEN BIGGER ONE
BUT I THINK THAT ALL THAT WATER IS TOO MUCH

DRUNK SONNET 8 by Daniel Bailey








You stumble in here wearing a blindfold
made out of beer wrappers and ladies’ underwear
with your palms out, swearing you’re looking
for god, but you’re not looking for a deity,
just something to hold onto, something
to get you through the night, a strip of masking tape
to slip over the lips of your demons. You say
you got no faith ‘cause you held the pillow one night
and cried into it like it was one of god’s ears,
then got mad the next day ‘cause nothing changed,
which was either proof he didn’t exist,
or was treating you like one of his bitches. God

will send you a signal, but it’s your job to see it.
God will meet you halfway, but he’s not
coming to your house and waiting out front
while you fiddle in front of the mirror. God isn’t easy,
the way the devil is. The devil has hounds
sniffing the air, letting him know when you’re rolling
around in the sheets at three a.m. like a giant blister.
The devil will slither in through an air vent
with a flask of whiskey in his sock and an envelope
of nude Polaroids of your ex. The devil
will smile with a mouthful of crack rocks for teeth.
God isn’t like that. You’re not gonna find god

sitting on your sofa with a forty of mouthwash
and a bunch of stubbed out prayers in the ashtray.
You gotta hit the street and find a god that fits you.
You don’t want one of those gods with wings,
always fluttering around in the clouds like a ballerina.
You’re not one of them pretty people. You need
a god with housemaid knees so when your mind’s
flopping in the gutter he can bend right quick
and snap it up. A god with dirt under the fingernails
so he can dig his hands into that cracked
flowerpot of yours. A god with sunglasses
so he can see you the way you need to be seen.”



Jeffrey McDaniel, Blessings from the Shrine Pit (via onlyfifty)

Fucking wowzers. This dude crushes me.

11:52 am, reblogged by brainmouth
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