A good New Years toast
celebrates the buried flesh
and bones
of time lost
and time well spent
like a cemetery throws stones
at the late night mournings
we spend
with the ghosts of our dead.
lunchboxpoems:
I wish slitting the wrist of the clock
would let this moment last forever –
your tongue so deep in my ear
it feels like a paintbrush, coating
the dark, peeling walls inside my head
with a carmine veneer. I was expecting
you to run, when you saw the cartilage
in the closet. I was prepared to chase
after and whisper you have beautiful
footsteps, when the truth is you make
my toes tingle like the capital of Venezuela.
I know loving me isn’t easy – the all-night
helicopter parties, the glow-in-the-dark
haircuts, but when I look at you
it’s like praying with my eyes. I know
it’s stupid to not own a gun yet have
so many triggers, but in some other world
gigantic seashells hold humans
to their ears and listen to the echo
of machines. I apologize for the fossils
growing on the dishes, how the rug is covered
with cocktail umbrellas when you wake up,
but it was raining margaritas, and the stars
came on backwards last night.
JEFFREY MCDANIEL
Goddamn, I love this so much.
In an effort to get people to look
into each other’s eyes more,
and also to appease the mutes,
the government has decided
to allot each person exactly one hundred
and sixty-seven words, per day.
When the phone rings, I put it to my ear
without saying hello. In the restaurant
I point at chicken noodle soup.
I am adjusting well to the new way.
Late at night, I call my long distance lover,
proudly say I only used fifty-nine today.
I saved the rest for you.
When she doesn’t respond,
I know she’s used up all her words,
so I slowly whisper I love you
thirty-two and a third times.
After that, we just sit on the line
and listen to each other breathe.
chriscantwell:
ecantwell:
Splash of Red just published two new poems of mine - go check them out, if you’re into that kind of thing.
NEW POEMZ
Fucking Beautiful:
Learning Curve
The Atlantic Ocean had been burning
for four days We were told to stay inside
but we’d forgotten which houses
belonged to us Now we lie on the beach
watching the local theater company’s
production of A Midsummer Night’s Dream
In the audience one lumbering
ash man walks up to an ash
woman and leans over He looks
surprised at all the ash Like a man who
hits a deer with his car and stops
to see his full name written on its back
in Sharpie On the makeshift stage
Helena speaks of cherries We try to know
what cherries taste like Your gas mask
on top of my opera gloves The whole
wide world doused in ethanol and lit
up We’d peel our skins off
for each other for one glorious incandescent
cruise one saltwater bed of again again
Out of the corner of the sky
something is writing words They
look like they are in our language
But we both fail to read them Maybe this
is starting over
You stumble in here wearing a blindfold
made out of beer wrappers and ladies’ underwear
with your palms out, swearing you’re looking
for god, but you’re not looking for a deity,
just something to hold onto, something
to get you through the night, a strip of masking tape
to slip over the lips of your demons. You say
you got no faith ‘cause you held the pillow one night
and cried into it like it was one of god’s ears,
then got mad the next day ‘cause nothing changed,
which was either proof he didn’t exist,
or was treating you like one of his bitches. God
will send you a signal, but it’s your job to see it.
God will meet you halfway, but he’s not
coming to your house and waiting out front
while you fiddle in front of the mirror. God isn’t easy,
the way the devil is. The devil has hounds
sniffing the air, letting him know when you’re rolling
around in the sheets at three a.m. like a giant blister.
The devil will slither in through an air vent
with a flask of whiskey in his sock and an envelope
of nude Polaroids of your ex. The devil
will smile with a mouthful of crack rocks for teeth.
God isn’t like that. You’re not gonna find god
sitting on your sofa with a forty of mouthwash
and a bunch of stubbed out prayers in the ashtray.
You gotta hit the street and find a god that fits you.
You don’t want one of those gods with wings,
always fluttering around in the clouds like a ballerina.
You’re not one of them pretty people. You need
a god with housemaid knees so when your mind’s
flopping in the gutter he can bend right quick
and snap it up. A god with dirt under the fingernails
so he can dig his hands into that cracked
flowerpot of yours. A god with sunglasses
so he can see you the way you need to be seen.”
Jeffrey McDaniel, Blessings from the Shrine Pit (via onlyfifty)
Fucking wowzers. This dude crushes me.